im back blogging~!!

a few days nv blog le.

haa.

hmm.

start from last sat ba.

went back to sch for my open house duty.

its damn freaking boring and bo liao lor.

my duty is tour guide.

but sat no sec sch come.

so all are walk-in visitors.

if walk-in.

who will wana register and asked for tour guide.

luckily there is someone i noe there.

edwin.

if not i rot there lor.

at first we stand at the booth there to wait for ppl to sign.

but its just damn less ppl sign up for tour giude lor.

so both of us stand there watch the performance.

den at last both of us brought 2 ppl to blk s level 1 coz they wana go engineering block.

we brought them there.

den we went back to atrium to watch the hip hop dance competition.

zhao was there watching too.

so edwin and me did not go back to the booth le.

haa.

watch the performance till 1400.

coz we can onli sign out at tat time.

if nv sign out consider nv go.

so bo bian hafta wait lor.

wah.

its just a waste of my time lah.

den went home.

changed and had lunch.

go to work le.

yup.

den saw june's 2 niece.

regina and rebekah.

hee.

im not the one who in-charge of their party.

but i got walk in and out see who are they.

lol.

ya i think u showed me their photos before.

and u told me b4 tat rebekah told u her name is spelled as 'rebekah' not 'rebecca'.

haha.

correct?

hee.

=P

hmm.

and den.

later in the night.

my mother called me saying tat my hamster died suddenly.

dunno y.

and no one noes y.

when my mother wana 'play' with her and found tat she's not moving anymore le.

im damn sad.

i finished work at 0100.

i reached home.

my mother asked mi to see her one last time.

and she throw her away.

i cried.

she's a life too.

its like losing a life.

losing someone i love.

till now.

im crying.

sobs.

xiao gua RIP.

i love you.

yup.

my mother named her xiao gua.

(:

my brother oso blogged abt this matter.

im kinda shocked and touched for wat he said.

thanks bro~!

just go check it out my bro's blog if u want to.

its in my link.

hmm.

ok.

back to work on sat.

yuan ying aka my yuan mei mei came to store.

she told me she was with her bro.

hmm but not desmond.

is her eldest bro.

i miss her much ok!

yup i can admit and she made mi realise tat ONLY her can tolerate my temper during work.

i can say no one else at this moment.

not even jun.

tats y i can her to come back work.

but she sae die die oso dont want.

of coz i did not forced her lah.

asked her how's her feeling of waiting o's results.

she said scary.

haa.

o's results is out before cny.

its damn fast and soon lor.

wish her all the best!

lun siong too!!

(:

hmm just talked abt yuan ying.

somehow or rather will made me think of desmond.

some of u may still rmb and noe who is desmond.

so for those who cant rmb or dunno its ok lah.

hmm.

actually i dreamt of him last week.

i dreamt of him and trovine was together.

desmond asked me 'had u found ur happiness?'

i ans 'no'

i was so shocked tat he ask mi tat qns.

will tat happen in real life?

or anybody can explain to me wat tat dream mean?

(:

hmm den last sunday.

worked at 1200 till 2030.

aft work nina asked mi wana join them go out or not.

wif jun and some other riders.

to have dinner and go somewhere.

haf not decide yet.

jun sae she will reach store at 2100.

but nina and me wait till 2205 den she reach.

ya.

she sae she was waiting for her father to reach home to drive the car.

so ended up we had our meal ard 2300++.

consider supper le ba.

haa.

together wif azri and gf.

apit and gf.

and dan and gf.

aft eating.

finally they decided to go haunted house.

lol.

monster join us in jun's car.

so its like 3 bikes escort 1 car.

lol.

yup.

so we went the one next to botanic garden.

hmm alright lah.

its not as scary as wat i expected.

=x

aft our haunted house @ botanic garden trip.

we went out.

more ppl join us.

ijal.

tom.

ismail.

boy.

and one more i dunno de.

so at tat time is like 6 bikes escort 1 car.

LOL.

=D

aft tat we went to a petrol station to wash our shoes.

coz there was damn muddy.

den they lead us up a hill.

to where both side i see was tombs.

yup.

we went to a cemetry.

=x

by then is was like 3 or 4am le.

i was damn tired le.

so was just looking ard lor.

again.

did not saw anything.

not im eager or WANT to see 'anything'.

but i was just curious mah.

coz always hearing ppl hearing they see this and tat.

hmm.

yup.

so..

ok.

den end of our advanturous night @ haunted house and cemetry.

reached home ard 0500.

slp for ard 2hrs.

hafta wake up for sch.

-_-

lol.

reached sch ard 0930 ba.

was damn sleepy.

damn tired.

damn blue.

ya.

it was monday blue.

den aft sch still hafta dinner with my poly girls.

haa lol.

if this dinner not cfm and fixed weeks ago.

i think i will not go lor.

wah tired leh~!!

lol.

but i still go lah.

meet ai ren at yck.

took a train to ps.

and waited for them till ard 1945 ba.

coz seline the belated bdae ger took the wrong bus to town.

suppose to take 65 but she went to take 61.

-_-

ok den we went to fisn n co for dinner.

will upload all the pics and videos we took in my album when they send me.

all i can sae is the video is damn funnie.

lol.

hor ai ren?

=p

reached home ard 2300++.

bathed and wen to slp straight.

im tired lor!!

lol.

<>

today~

ITS TUESDAY!!!

reached sch ard 0940.

yup coz michelle called me for break.

continue and having some progress i my project.

did not see or talk to my supervisor ever since then.

-_-

go off at 1800.

i good girl liao.

nv go off early le.

LOL~!!

den went home aft sch.

(:

so many many gathering coming up~

13feb with my pri sch girls.

15feb with my jies.

16feb with my m'sia relatives for cny!!!

missing them damn lot.

hope our cemeron highlands trip will be success one.

(:

i will receive my notebook on coming thurs.

kinda excited abt it.

lol.

=D

im looking for a budget but quality saloon.

coz wana cut and clolour my hair.

haha~!!

okies.

tats all for now.

tata~

ITS FRIDAY!!

yup.

hope my mood of blogging is back.

haa.

ytd is nyp's first dae open house.

i got duty in the morning too.

give out stickers goodie bags lucky draw forms when whoever comes in to register.

since kena morning shift.

0900 to 1400.

and open house onli start at 1000.

so was quite relaxing lah.

damn lot ppl start to come in onli towards noon time.

these is the few times tat i ever see my sch's atrium is FULL of ppl.

haa.

hmm todae.

no duty for me for the open house.

reached sch ard 0930.

slacked the whole morning.

went lunch at 1230.

aft lunch.

im like not in my lab most of the time.

aft lunch went atrium to see see look look on the event gg on.

got nyp band performance.

string orchestra.

den went back to lab.

den 1500++ ba.

michelle called me for break.

aft break on my way back to lab.

SAW DIANA!!!

ya she came from her attachment.

for the taufik concert.

haa.

den went canteen wif her and nisa for a chat.

aft they finish their meal.

i wanted to go back lab to do my stuff de.

but they ask mi to go atrium to see see look look at the open house.

err.

lol.

i join them!

haa.

the performance was then cheerleading.

aft tat diana and nisa gg for the taufik concert le.

so i went back to lab.

wah!

its already 1715~!!

im gone for almost half of the dae.

lol.

so den pack up and go off.

=p

den went to auntie lilian's hse.

coz i was like complaining to my mother tat i haf not been seeing sean for very long le.

lol.

so went with my mother lor.

he is cute lor.

noe how to call mi 'jie jie~' le.

hee.

he is coming 2 yrs old coming end of may.

den we all went parkway for dinner at kfc.

sean ah.

was eating fries with mayo like nobody's business.

drinking cold drinks like celebrating his bdae.

wahaha!!

=D

he is little sean!!

hee.

how i wish can be kid again.

(:

hmm tmr~

im gg back to sch for my open house duty.

as a tour guide.

lol.

hope will be a fun one ba.

den working at 1600.

jia you ba suet~

work hard for tmr~!!

smile~

(:

reached home past midnight.

went kbox with june.

thanks san jie!!

(:

but i want more!

kbox seems like is nv enough for me.

when i woke up in the morning.

i got a feeling of 'a brand new day'.

well its a good start ba i guess?

correct?

hmm gimme another a few more days k?

let me settle down my feelings AGAIN.

let my heart dont feel so hurt.

let my mind not to think of him.

let my tears wont drop for him.

im really alright.

really.

dont worry.

u all wont see me appearing in newspaper de lah.

=x

todae is the dae.

the dae tat i need to face one dae.

i met him just now.

to return his things.

i understand myself damn well.

i noe i will cry when we talk.

tats y i told myself not to cry and cannot cry.

but i just cant do it.

i cried.

i need to go somewhere to chill out.

pls call me out.

hmm.

quite a few daes did not update le.

let me roughly recall wat i did the past few daes ba.

till now.

my mood is till not very good.

u will find out why later.

last friday.

aft sch met yun at ps.

we went over to meridian shopping centre for a 'cheap' korean dinner.

hee.

den aft dinner we walked over to bugis village for shopping~!

well.

i spent abt 70bucks.

for a jeans.

for a skirt.

and a dress.

yup!

hee.

=P

sat and sun went to work as per usual.

not much details.

as busy as ever.

well.

i kinda dont believe in earning easy money.

i still believe the hard way.

(:

monday.

did not went sch.

sth on~

tats wat i told everybody.

in fact.

i went to work.

all must saying tat im crazy and all sorts of stuffs right?

sch dae go to work.

i went to work coz there is a BIG BOSS from syney came and visit singapore.

well maybe its our honour to have him to visit our store out of 100 over stores.

we are one of the stores tat he visited.

his name is 'guy russon'.

we all had a nice chat session with him.

had photo taking session with him.

and i got him to sign on one of our poster.

felt great to be assigned tat job.

yup.

tats the reason y i agree to work on a sch dae.

and decide to skip sch.

den today.

my idiotic supervisor found out my that some of my attendance is not signed by me.

dont ask mi how he found.

the worst thing is he let me sign a conselling letter.

saying that i absent without a valid reason.

oso say that i cant understand a simple c-program.

den was reassign project for me.

fine!

i sign it.

coz its true.

i did not deny anything.

he is just a damn sickening supervisor.

he ask mi y i did not go sch.

i told him sth on.

he did not even ask mi wat happen.

wat if is sth serious tat i dont wana sae it in the lab.

its just simply fucking not fair lor.

i onli absent for once.

kena tat conselling letter.

those ppl in my lab?!

some even absent for one whole week~?!!

nth happen to them!!

FUCK LAH~!!

damn pissed off lor.

and abt tat c-program.

pls lor.

from the first dae i ask him my very first qns.

i noe tat he oso dunno wats tat program talking abt.

kept on asking me to find out myself.

knn lor~!

until todae.

qiuxiang asked him.

he still need to trial and error.

and still cant solve.

nb~!

still dare to sae i dun understand a 'SIMPLE' c-program.

AAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO DAMN FREAKING FUCKING PISSED OFF ANGRY WITH THAT DAMN STUPID IDIOT NBCB SICKENING SUPERVISOR THAM WENG SENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!

curse~!

CuRsE~!!

cUrSe~!!!

CURSE~!!!!

HIM~!!!!!!!!

this week is week 9.

ending at week 12.

suet~

tolerate k~

very fast de.

-_-

now im like one step up in my work.

but yet one step down in my studies.

i dunno is good or bad.

just cant do well in both.

shi(4) jie(4) shang(4) mei(2) you(3) liang(2) quan(2) qi(2) mei(2) de shi(4)~

now.

i just hope and pray hard tat i can graduate successfully.

wont repeat can le.

i wont hope for high grade le.

even if i get a 'B'.

my gpa will still drop.

but i dont care le.

with tat fucking supervisor.

he did not made me repeat.

i xie tian xie di le.

hais.

now shld noe why am i still moody le ba.

i didnt talk much in the lab too.

i wana be happy~

(:

hmm.

actually did nth much and oso didnt went anywhere todae.

reached sch ard 0920.

did my work lor.

den kena suan by supervisor.

saying my flash is boring.

hell lor~

within 5weeks wan me to do nice nice not boring flash animation for him.

he think very easy ah.

if easy my lab de ppl no need use 12weeks to do oso can complete le lah.

freaking high expectation of him.

sian~

but its still better den stacking at tat c program.

seeing qiuxiang struggling like nobody's bussiness.

feel sad for her.

but reallie sorry tat i reallie cant help her.

hmm.

den go off ard 1745.

den suddenly dunno y im like having gastric.

my stomach is pain.

aft went to sign out wif qiuxiang.

went canteen and bought a bun and eat.

aft eating thought will feel better.

i felt more pain!!

pain like HELL~!!

argh~

reached home.

rest awhile.

ate dinner.

den ok le.

funnie lor.

dunno y will get gastric.

i oso nv skip my breakfast and lunch.

funnie stomach of mine~

haa.

now waiting for superstar results.

carrie and darren.

(:

game over?

yup.

i think we are reallie over le.

he only call me today.

but i did not ans.

im just doing how he treated me.

tats wat jun told me to do.

she sae let him feel how i felt.

he called me abt 15 times in total for the whole day.

i did not ans a single one.

aft the last call he called me.

he left me a voice mail.

i did not want to listen it in the first place.

hmm but towards the end of the night.

i listened.

he did not even sae a single sorry.

or feel bad for all his doings.

somehow or rather indirectly saying its my fault.

the main motive for him to call me is.

he wana get back his things.

kinda idiot isn't he?!

since i had prepared for it.

so now its time for me to face it.

i do still feel the pain in my heart.

i hope i can stay as happy to ease the pain.

suet u can do it de!

(:

panda just called me.

im just damn freaking shocked~!

haa.

went to the nus talk just now in my sch.

i just wana highlight one point.

last year out of 6000 students.

only 800 are poly students.

how am i going to get in?!

forget it ba.

btw yun~

ntu do offers maths degree too.

(:

now for me to get into uni.

it will reallie be a miracle lor.

not in the mood to update anymore le.

wish me happy ok?

its late in the middle of the night.

almost 0200 and im still awake.

i fell asleep just now 2100++.

coz was freaking tired ba.

and woke up now.

reached sch ard 0920.

i started to do my flash le.

im kinda guai le lor.

did my work the whole dae.

no sleep.

haa.

had actually had a rough plan for wat im going to do to further my studies.

gg NIE for teaching in the future.

tat is wat my childhood dream.

hope i can fulfil it.

hee.

or another alternative is to study maths.

which is my favourite and all-time-interest.

OR maybe~

to study sth to do with business management.

yup.

but everything still hafta depend on my results.

depend on the number of intake.

coz poly students always has the lesser privilege.

btw!

xiu~!

i read abt u helped me took broucher abt enginnering?

haa.

naH~!

i dont think i will continue anything abt enginnering le.

=x

thanks anyway!!

hmm.

reallie no point missing someone who dont bother abt u.

im reallie tired.

tired for wat i had done.

tired of calling him when most of the times did not ans and did not call back.

tired of smsing him when most of my sms are not replied.

MENTALLY tired~

dont ask mi y.

and i reallie dunno wat had happen.

wat has i done wrong.

tat cause everything to change.

so much different from the beginning.

the whole thing can just easily be solved by.

tell me frankly wat had happen.

tell me frankly wat do u feel.

tell mi frankly wat do u want.

hais.

but no.

i did not get those ans to my qns.

afterall.

i've seen another type of character of idiotic guys.

hmm well.

if this relationship reallie fails.

but it seems like failing soon anytime~

all i can sae is.

i got no more confidence to start a new one le.

maybe staying single is more suitable for me ba.

thinking back~

all the places we went.

all the laughter we shared.

all the thoughts we had.

all the plans we planned.

those are reallie sweet memories.

those are reallie beautiful memories.

but they are just memories now.

i doubt there is anymore reality between me and him.

yup sometimes i will still cry when i think back.

i hope one dae i will smile when i think back.

like wat my msn nick says.

im living so strong now coz i noe u ppl do care for me.

i dont want and wont let u ppl to worry abt me.

life still goes on.

(:

ITS MONDAY midnight.

yup.

just reached home.

weekends has just ended.

did not went anywhere but just work.

nothing big deal happened.

i just simply love working.

(:

well.

perhaps.

my life is back to wat it used to be le.

its not bad afterall.

i've got nth to sae le.

dunno wat to sae le ba.

im reallie alright.

thanks jies.

(:

ITS FRIDAY!!!

well so what.

hmm.

reached school ard 1000.

coz i was reallie damn lazy to wake up.

haa.

the whole morning had fun chatting with my ai ren and seline.

ai ren can u believe.

during our conversation.

i can laugh infront of my com in the lab.

just imagine the scene.

like one siao char bo laughing to the com.

-_-

but its real funnie lor.

bth~

lol.

and oso chatted my ah yong jie jie.

my malaysia cousin.

she told me she had booked hotel at cameron highland.

19feb to 21feb.

our cny outing!

den bro hafta jabo school and rush back.

yet i no need!!!

if i want i can stay there till i song.

but i hafta come back singapore alone lah.

haa.

shall see how lah.

so excited going cameron highlands!!!

hmm.

but if things crops up.

might not be going.

so.

its good for me not to be SO excited.

den aft lunch went to see supervisor.

he asked mi to do e-learning for eg2002 de chapter 7.

had draw out the outline le.

hmm yup.

den went off at 1700.

no where else but home.

hais.

all i can say is.

im a TOTAL FREAKING FAILURE in relationship.

i assume im a great friend.

am i?

sorry if im not.

but all i noe is.

im having lots of GREAT friends out there.

love ya~!

dont ask me wat had happened.

i will sae when its time to sae.

or when the mood is right.

dont worry.

im alright~

(:

ITS FRIDAY already!!!

im out till past midnight den reach home.

tired!

hmm.

reached sch ard 0945.

towards the end of the dae.

my supervisor told mi tat i will be doing flash next week.

i no need to do the programming le.

of coz happie lah.

tats wat im waiting for.

haa.

qiuxiang still hafta do the programming.

sad lah.

but sometimes she reallie driving me crazy lah.

todae is beng's bdae!

HAPPY 20TH BRITHDAY!!

touch '2' le.

=p

we all went to bugis v8 for dinner.

mi.

beng.

loon.

hung ming and michelle.

loon drove.

aft dinner.

loon drove us to beng's home.

saying is to send beng home.

but actually the 3 of them had already bought a cake for him.

loon went to picked kai yong up.

and all of us went to beng's house to celebrate.

yup.

we left his house ard 2330++.

loon sent michelle home.

den kai yong.

den hung ming.

den me.

yup thanks again.

if not reallie hafta take bus.

he kept on use his transport to treatened us lor.

bth~

reached home ard 0000++ ba.

hais.

im reallie tired~

mentally TIRED~!

ITS WEDNESDAY!!

its just a fucking boring wednesday.

hmm let me talk abt monday.

well nth much too.

damn bored in sch oso.

went off early.

went home~

saw whitley jonathan on ch8!

bai jia le.

but too bad he lost the game.

so sad~

hmm tuesday.

still BORED in sch.

go off ard 1730.

coz im meeting june at j8 which is near my sch.

no point leaving early.

yup.

met june!

passed her her 2 tops.

had dinner at kfc.

den saw seline.

sat down and chatted awhile while she's waiting for her friend.

den aft dinner.

june and me went shopping.

june got lots of stuffs.

and i got none.

ya.

none suit me well ba i can sae.

went off ard 2200++.

yup den today.

think bio is too free le ba.

my 2 ex attachment colleague from there.

selvi and prakash.

smsed me asking me all kind of stuffs.

haa.

only their few smses brighten up my sch hrs.

aft the fucking boring dae.

went off ard 1645.

i went to store.

to complete my weekend party schedule.

jun working till 2030.

tot wana had dinner wif her.

together wif nina and dee.

ya dee came down too to return her uniform and sign her resignation letter.

waited till 2030.

till 2100.

till 2130.

till nina and dee went off le.

tat jun still haven finish her work.

oso dunno y she is so damn busy.

yup and we forget abt having dinner.

not even supper.

lol.

i helped her to do some stuffs too.

she decided to take the midnight home.

duh!

of coz im not gg to take.

i went off with jeff ard 2300++.

yup.

nina told mi sth tat is damn shocking.

im kind of to noe this matter.

i seriously tot it was just a joke.

tats y i did not think so much.

till nina told mi its REAL.

omg~

i told jun.

she told mi tat actually she oso noe abt it.

double omg~

its just unbelievable.

but it seems to be real.

i ought to believe it ba.

i was told not to take it too hardly.

i hope i can.

i noe u will scold me.

and u reallie did.

but..

sometimes..

things are just like tat.

ITS MONDAY!!

ya.

a monday blue for me.

hmm.

sat and sun went to work.

back to the past of my busy working hrs le.

cant slack liao.

coz 3 stars resign at 1 shot.

dee found new job.

aisyah retained so cant work le.

yun rui family prob.

yup.

so den left with mi, ayu and chen li.

the 2 is like newly promoted.

so now i ma chaim hafta 'hold the responsibility'

do schedule.

do ordering.

inventory.

month end.

incentives.

i can hold the responsibilities.

but i got no time!!

mon to fri.

my fyp had already driving me crazy.

im like onli work on sat and sun.

how to complete all those tasks.

hais.

stress ah!

den coming sat still hafta go headquarters to talk to bosses.

they sae sth like interview.

wth~

more stress lah!!

seriously lah.

dont be surprise tat even aft i got my diploma im still working there.

coz i just simply got no heart to leave the star team with the 2 new stars who still not familar with everything.

i will only leave when its time for me to leave.

if not i think i will stay there.

or i will still work part time there.

and with another full time job.

(:

today.

as wat i had said.

monday blue.

qiuxiang mc.

jeevitha nv come.

kai li left at 1600.

the one i noe in lab onli left with philip.

i was so damn bored.

went to ask philip wat time he going off.

he told mi 1800.

omg~

i bth.

i left at 1700.

whole day i stared at the com screen.

staring at the same old stuffs.

seriously lah.

i still and i think i wont understand if no one explain to me.

hais.

im feeling so bad now.

hope i can help him by tmr.

well.

im certainly very clear wat im doing.

(:

ITS SATURDAY!!!

i kinda enjoyed my FRIDAY!!

and i reached home ard 0300 midnight!

lol.

hmm.

let me start from the beginning of my day ba.

reached school ard 0845.

early le lor.

=p

presentation started.

still not tat gan jiong yet ba.

coz mine is aft lunch at 1330.

den aft lunch.

actually i oso nv go lunch lah.

was in the lab to make sure the AES does not go wrong last minute.

den mr goh the project manager came in.

he is one of the assessor!!!

and plus another one.

total got TWO!!

wth lor.

the previous 2 batch only got one assessor.

not fair!

the project manager kept on shooting qns to those before us.

den he other assessor.

he seems like just wana act act to shoot qns coz project manager is there.

tats wat my lab ppl sae lah.

i dunno true or not lah.

mayb lah~

den our turn.

we kena SHOOT like NOTHING and NOBODY!!!

FUCK LOR!!!

hais.

dont wana go into details lah.

damn pek cek.

reallie sad lah.

demoralise le lah.

reallie feel like crying lor.

HAIS!!

whatever lah.

just dont be shock or find it weird tat im gonna repeat for my project.

and one more thing.

my supervisor is damn dumb lor.

we completed the pcb design.

den now he tell us school got no money to fabricate the board.

so y in the first place he want us to draw the pcb out?!

dont understand~

den we ja bo at 1700 instead of 1730.

aft sch.

meeting-

hung ming and michelle.

loon.

dex.

kok chong.

and raymond chua.

at vivo for deathnote 2.

ard 1700 dex ask me wana tong bang to vivo or not.

haa.

why not!

so i went over to serangoon central.

he went to pick me up.

and den went over to kok chong's place to pick him up too.

den we went vivo.

he is an interesting driver ba i can sae.

from serangoon to vivo.

he was like kena 'honn-ed' THREE times~!

alot?

haa.

and oso think he is the first time to go vivo ba.

not familar to the road.

he had made 2 to 3 u-turns.

and den when we reached vivo le.

cant find any carpark lot.

we from B2 to B1.

kept on turning round and round and round the carpark.

still cant find a single lot.

LUCKILY~

i saw siti and sumardi!!!

the ex-bio security.

both of them are no longer at bio.

but at vivo as security still.

think they just finish work wana drive off le.

we dex took their lot lor.

hee.

so HAPPY to see them again!!

miss them.

sumardi did not call me 'karaoke girl' le.

he call me 'honeywell honeywell'.

omg~

im no longer with honeywell le lah.

lol.

actually before i reach vivo todae.

im thinking will i meet them coz i noe they are working at vivo.

but i think not possible ba.

vivo is SO BIG!!

who noes i met them ay vivo carpark.

lol.

hope to see them again when i next to vivo.

(:

talked awhile and parted with them.

we went to buy our tix first.

show time is 2130.

by the time we reached is ard 2000++ ba.

so we went to have our dinner first before our show.

yup.

a nice and interesting show.

touching too~

the touching part was when Light's mother baking bdae cake for late Light.

and oso quite a stupid and dumb ending too lah.

all the main characters die!

argh!

lol.

aft movie is ard 0000 le.

we suggested to go jalan kayu for supper.

loon drove too.

so hungming, michelle and me took loon's.

den kok chong and raymond took dex's.

we had some pratas and drinks.

chat.

talk.

crap.

den we left ard 0200.

dex only send kok chong back.

loon sent raymond and michelle home at seng kang.

den sent hung ming home somewhere near PIE lah.

haa.

den lastly send me home lor.

thanks!

yup.

i reallie enjoyed the gathering!

although im not tat close to raymond and kok chong.

but we are crap like dunno wat.

and even dex too.

think i seldom talked to him in the past de lor.

haa.

no matter wat.

we ALL are from bartley.

tats y we all are FRIENDS.

lol.

=D

so tired now.

my eyes are closing le.

working later~

ITS THURSDAY!!!

and tmr's friday.

i shld be a little happy right?

but no.

todae its just a stressful day for me.

stressfull?

when is the last time u all hearing me saying 'stress'?

quite long ago ba i guess.

yup.

todae reached sch at 0900.

someone in my lab starting to present le.

mine's tmr.

so this morning i just sit there and listen them present lor.

some is very long.

long will be said 'ur presentation is too lengthy, pls summerise'

some is very short.

short will be said 'u are not prepared for ur presentation'

wth man.

den wat u wan man~

qiuxiang and me had completed routing our circuit.

and started doing our AES for our presentation.

pro ah.

tmr presentation.

todae den start to do our AES.

haa.

till now its abt 80% complete le ba.

all the materials and info are with qiuxiang.

not i bully her!

haa.

coz my thumbdrive corrupt.

need to reformat or wat.

dunno lah!

todae oso left ard 1800 sharp.

these two daes im beri guai lor.

mayb plus tmr presentation dae.

just see next week wat time i reach and wat time i left ba.

lol.

do u noe how much i miss u?

will u noe wat is my feelings like when i really miss u?

will u feel the same as mi?

how i wish i can see u everyday.

how i wish u can be by my side everyday.

how i wish i can be by ur side everyday.

so that my thinkings will not go wild.

yup.

suet is still the same old suet.

still will think alot and alot of things 'anyhow-ly' de suet.

i already tying my best not to think negatively le.

but somehow or rather sometimes once awhile negative thinkings will just flush thru my mind.

hais.

how...?

ITS WEDNESDAY!!!

well.

today is a restless and tired day for me.

i dunno y.

i reached school ard 0920.

just feel so freaking sleepy.

so i dont give a damn.

just slp till ard 1000++ ba.

den did some work with qiuxiang till 1230.

den went to lunch.

den came back ard 1400.

did our routing of the pcb thingy.

asked beng to come down help me he did not.

sian~

-_-

hmm.

just felt very sleepy the whole day lah.

think spent most of my time sleeping rather den doing work.

den towards the end of the day.

i did some parts of the AES.

yup.

den 1800 le lor.

so go off.

so rare to see me leave the lab at 1800 de lor.

so went home aft tat.

yeah.

nth much le.

update soon!

(:

ITS TUESDAY!!!

haa.

im like saying this whenever i blog ah.

ya.

today its a holiday.

no school.

schedule myself to work at 0900.

but i woke up at 0930.

lol.

faridah called me at 0940.

i told her i just woke up.

haa.

reached store ard 1050.

i told faridah i wana eat first.

she sae can.

haa.

ate a egg mcmuffin.

and she gave me half of her nasi lemak bought by auntie cecilia.

yup.

den im ready to start work.

work was ok lah.

but was quite irritated.

not by work.

but by my nose.

argh~

was kept on sneezing and sneezing.

bth~

finished work at 1700.

i suggested to cook the new products for cny.

'golden coins'

it actually potato with some other ingredients lah.

yeah quite nice.

i gave out to my crews ended up i only had 2.

-_-

having wedges soon too.

yup its nice too.

new prosperity chicken and beef burgers coming soon too.

had tried all the new stuffs before its launch.

haa.

ya.

all for cny promotion.

wah well~

im like promoting sia.

lol.

ok back to topic.

finished work at 1700.

was rotting there.

kind of waiting for nina and ayu since im not rushing off anywhere.

they finished work at 1830.

den faridah.

den izwan.

den the 5 of us go off together at 1900.

we walked to the same bus stop and took the same bus.

but ayu walk home lah.

we took bus 30.

the bus was full.

and faridah is 7mths pregnant.

NO ONE gave up a SINGLE seat for her.

wth man~!

nina and me was like angry and fed up lah.

nina told faridah.

'if u cant tahan just faint~'

it sounds crap.

but THOSE singaporeans are just sux lah.

yeah i believe most of them are singaporeans.

yeah although im a singaporean.

i still have to sae bad stuffs abt singaporeans.

den nina continue repeating saying 'pregnant' this word.

STILL~

NO ONE GET UP!!!

shit lor.

she only got seat when they drop the bus.

cant ppl just be considerate?!~

either they are just simply BLIND~

COCK EYE~

or HEARTLESS~

argh~!

second day of 2007.

i saw those 'UGLY SINGAPOREANS'

tmr back to sch.

aft 4-no-school-day.

sian lah.

well.

im not trying to say going school is sian.

yeah i like to go sch.

yeah i like to study and to learn new stuffs i guess.

but i just simply HATE to do project lah!

spare me man.

but i still hafta go thru it.

this week presentation week somemore.

hais.

dunno wat to present oso.

double hais!

im juz dying and waiting till 16feb lah.

and i will be alive again~

ohh ya.

was talking to meng on bus way home aft our tcc session ytd.

talked abt my fyp.

he told mi he got a friend who noe how to do pcb design.

wth~

if i noe.

ya if ever i noe~

i can ask him for help.

den i no need to straggle like hell.

ohh ya!!

and one more thing forget to say~

ytd ismail say im slimmer le!!!

lol.

=D

my happiest new year present ba i guess.

wahaha~

OHH!!!

i went to work just now!!!

jefflina pass mi a letter from DAVIT!!!

my previous batch de indo crew!!!

he wrote letter to me!!!

he wrote to almost the whole store's crew i think.

he send them to auntie salmah.

den she pass to us in store.

i read the letter from him.

i cried.

im emo lah.

haa.

but crying happily lah.

so happy and glad and touch tat he still rmb me.

still write letter.

miss him.

miss the fun and laughter working with him.

im getting his email or home add from sahhidah and to reply him.

yup.

to keep in contact.

(:

if i could turn back the hands of time.

will i not choose this path?

is it wrong to care for ppl who is really care for me?

is it wrong to concern for ppl who is really concern abt me?

is it wrong to love ppl who really love me?

ITS MONDAY!!!

HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE!!!

hope u all had a great day.

yup i enjoyed my new year.

(:

ok.

let me continue from my last year's post.

haa.

30dec2006 sat.

nth much oso lah.

went to work lor.

haa.

den.

31dec2006.

actually took off coz going to my dear's chalet.

but its hari raya haji.

den all my indo crew cant work in the morning.

so i went to work from 0700 to 1400.

den straight away go to chalet from work.

dear came and pick me up.

the chalet is at down town east.

reached there ard 1600.

den they start bbq le.

my job is to eat.

ONLY~

lol.

did not did any bbq.

coz all the guys did all the bbq-ing.

they juz like it lah.

stingray~

pepper chicken wings~

lamb chop~

prawns~

sotong~

cheese sausage~

crab meat~

bee hoon~

think tats all ba.

den went escape with francis' son and wife and shasha.

was kinda fun.

but the viking just made me headache and giddy.

i did not vomit this time!!

lol.

i just simply lost to francis' son who is only 8yrs old.

dunno y he like to do the viking tat much.

aft when we are back in the chalet.

he told me 'auntie next time we go do the ship thing again'

i was like -_- 'argh no i cannot!'

omg~

cute joshua~

kids nowadays are really daring.

francis' wife, carol, is fun to be with.

all we had learnt from her tat dae was - BEBE~

lol.

=D

den spent my new year with my dear!

hee.

(:

we had sotong as our new year dish.

and some roche too.

haa.

im gald happy and i reallie did enjoyed myself at the chalet.

but..

im tired lah.

from work.

0100++ i went to slp ah.

bth~

den the next morning woke up ard 1000++.

haa.

think earlier in the morning joshua wanted to go to wild wild wet.

but all of us are tired.

i did not go coz im still sleeping when they went.

carol have to go with him.

she got shasha and kamari to go with them.

haha.

the most energetic one is still the kid.

dunno y.

we left the chalet ard 1200++.

den dear send me home.

i srill need more slp~

haa.

reached home ard 1300.

realised ismail and june msg me asked me out for new year dinner.

ok i went although im real tired.

slp till 1700.

den met them at 1900++ at bugis.

quite alot of ppl sia.

me.

june and danny.

ismail and gf.

mastura and bf.

soefian.

chong meng.

jia wen.

david.

we had dinner at raffles hospital's banquet.

den walked to parklane's tcc to talk.

den i saw someone very familar.

he looked at me and smile.

he is one of the bio technician!!

den i told him 'ohh!! bio!'

den he sae 'ya'

i sae bio coz i dunno his name.

although i attach there 3mths.

he walk in and out talked to me.

i didnt ask his name.

lol.

den i called dear and told him tat i saw tat guy.

dear told mi tat his name is bobby.

lol.

ok.

we was like talking talking talking.

june i think u left already.

they was thinking to go for a trip.

to bali or puket.

den mastura was telling me tat.

they had been saying this for 10yrs.

but not once is successfull.

so she tell me just sit and listen to them talking rubbish and craps.

wahaha!

den in the end.

they decided to go pulau ubin to cycle on 11feb.

they DECIDED wor.

haa.

i asked mastura how many percent this trip will success.

she sae 40%.

i bet with ismail if this trip did not success.

he will treat me 4 cheese prata.

LOL~

just wait and see lor.

11feb.

june if there is really this trip go k?

lol.

tmr holiday.

but working.

friday is my presentation le.

die lah.

dunno wat to present.

and dunno how to present.

all the best to me man.

new year resolution updated~

photo album updated~

(:

ITS FRIDAY!!!

yup.

maybe its a dae tat im looking forward to.

but its quite a dissapointing one.

woke up ard 0720.

duh!

im late.

but dont really matter lah.

im ALWAYS late since dae one.

wana look for supervisor in the morning.

but mia~

den till lunch.

wah wth~

was like headache and giddy.

dont give a damn le lah.

juz lie down and rest awhile.

den ard 1400++.

went to look for supervisor again.

asked watever qns.

den went back continue our work.

halfway.

den i was so damn tired.

qiuxiang asked mi go rest first.

bth~

thanks but sorry!

woke up ard 1600++.

went to help qiuxing to complete our pcb design.

print out and show it to supervisor.

yup.

finally SOMETHING is done.

by den its already 1700++ le.

so juz pack up and go lor.

ya.

suppose to meet my dear.

but.

he LAST MINUTE tell me he got sth on~!!

-_-

hais.

wat a dae.

well.

wat to do.

juz hope tmr will be better ba.

ITS WEDNESDAY!!!

well.

life had been boring in school these 2 daes.

ya.

due to the earthquake in taiwan.

the undersea cable are destroyed.

cant access internet in school.

lucky still can surf net at home.

mine not reallie affected.

i was shocked when beng told mi tat hung ming is at taiwan now having holidaes.

heard from his gf tat he's alright lah.

he and his family was actually having steamboat when the earthquake occurs.

-_-

my fyp finally got ABIT of improvement le.

we are done with the schematic and the pcb.

think left with the arrangement of components ba.

OHH YA!!

finally met up with all my poly darlings~!!

haa.

yup the 5 of us.

we had dinner at lucky plaza pizza hut.

was a fun one although sth happened during the dae.

overall i reallie did enjoyed myself lah.

they still bought mi a mini chocolate cake for me!!

bdae celebration!!

hee thanks lots!!

i got a tomato can bag from them!!!

*muacks*

this yr i got 3 bdae celebration.

xing fu mah?

hee.

LOL!!

photos are already updated in my photo album.

go take a look ba!!

(:

but im still waiting for my dearest ER and LIU jie to send me more pics~

shld be meeting zhi wei tmr.

but i think im wana meet my dear instead ba.

coz tmr he off leh~

yup.

but i haven tell zhi wei i cant meet him le.

=x

sorry!

I WANT GO KBOX!!!

anyone?

=P